Mrs. Allie Gentry

Okay so yesterday & last night was my first day & night without Bobby. It was hard. I wanted to think about him all the time but if I thought about him too much I just wanted to cry... So I had to do a lot of distracting. At work, I was able to talk to other people and play on the computer, but then I went shopping and every time I saw something that he would have liked to get or that I would have liked to fix for him I had to divert my attention or embarrass myself. So I did a lot of diverting. Then I went home and did lots of chores and made dinner that he would have liked and then watched tv. That helped keep my mind off stuff. Then when I went to bed, the bed was so big and huge and empty! I didn't think about it too much cause I was too tired to think about how lonely that big bed is. But Bobby made it to Soda Springs fine, and is having a fine time. I know he misses me but he is doing good I think. He is getting to see his family and his friends. He told me last night that his friend & dad were gonna go to a place that is only 200 miles from soda springs, ID to see on a different job that is pretty rough and tough but it will pay much better and he will have 2 weeks on and 2 weeks off, so he is gonna go apply or see about the job on Friday and I really hope that he can get this other job. It would be way easier on me & him I think to be able to do that. Anyways, its thursday and tomorrow is Friday and I will get to go home for the entire weekend and that will be nice to not be by myself. Baby was really quite yesterday, didn't move around a whole lot. I think he probably either felt my mood or else knew something wasn't right when he couldn't hear Daddy. We are thinking about calling him William Bryce Gentry. Its the only name that has seemed to be close to fitting the boy in my belly.